Friday, February 11, 2011

Please?

Can I please crawl under the covers and die?

People, can you please stop sending me "I am pregnant" and "Check out my new born's pic" mails?

God, could you please look in my direction and say "you are next"?

World, can I please become a mother soon?

Friday, January 21, 2011

Another year older

Happy Birthday...to me! I complete 29 tomorrow. Accoring to my life plans, I was supposed to be holding a baby in my arms by now. I guess life had other plans.

I am an year older, and maybe a little bit wiser? I now know that I have much less control over my life than I believed I had. I know who my true friends are, and who will support me through highs and lows.I also know that I am the luckiest person in the world to have married my best friend who is a pillar of love and support.

I realize that one's metabolism does indeed slow down with age. What I eat has started accumulating on my abdomen (not that it has stopped me from eating the good stuff).

I am dreading calls from my friends as much as I am looking forward to them. Especially calls from friends overseas with whom I don't get to talk as often. I dread the "baby" question or anything related, but I look forward to catching up.

I am in no mood to celebrate. I thank God for the past year which even though was filled with sadness, was also blessed in many ways. Last birthday, I was excited because 28 was going to be the year I became a mother. This year, I am still hopeful, but also realistic. Who knows what lies ahead?

Monday, January 17, 2011

Movie time

I just watched "Maybe Baby" and really enjoyed it. Do watch it if you haven't already done so.

Here's the youtube link: